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Wednesday, October 28, 2009

woke up today.. finally rmbing a dream.

haiz.. tong.. dui bu qi..

20 s..

when ppl ask me:这样有用吗?

i always have the same reaction: dui wo. zhe yang zhen de you yong. i cant feel the pain.

1 of them also said 因为你心里的痛还比这个还要重许多吧..

haiz.. i tink so bah.

when u put water on a hand that is scarred.. you will feel the pain..

4:54 PM
shi yong

Monday, October 26, 2009

everytime i saw u sad, my heart will sink to the lowest point.

i know i love u tons. and i cant seem to give up on u.

wish that u were bak T.T

i was left alone here. alone in a corner. when i fell sick or bleed, u will always be there. but this time, how much i longed for u, u didnt appeared..

if time could rewind.

pls let it rewind.

doushite?

8:57 PM
shi yong

Friday, October 23, 2009

Addicted:

Since u went away it's been one year two months
But it just dun seem like yesterday we were still together
Time has passed and things have changed so
Why do I feel this way
Cos you're with somebody else
And I'm with somebody else but

Whenever I think about the the love we had
It hurts so bad
Whenever I think about the love we made
I said that I'd be strong
Girl I really thought that I'd move on
But still I find myself asking

Do u still think of me like I think about u
Do u still dream of me cos I can't sleep without u
Tell me if time should make a change
Then why do I feel the same
Your love has got me addicted
Said I don't know
When I'm with a chick and hittin it girl I call your name
Said I don't know
When I be with somebody else I push them away
Tell me if time should make a change
Then why do I feel the same
I know I gotta move on but I'm so addicted to u

It's been long enough don't know why I'm still holding on
If I had a wish babe I would turn back the hands of time
Cos u don't know what u got untill it's gone
It's the reason why I'm writing u this song
Girl I'm slippin and I don't know what to do
Girl I admit it, I'm sick over u
Damn I realised my mistake, my pride got in the way
I should have begged u to stay

Do u still think of me like I think about u
Do u still dream of me cos I can't sleep without u
Tell me if time should make a change
Then why do I feel the same
Your love has got me addicted
Said I don't know
When I'm with a chick and hittin it girl I call your name
Said I don't know
When I be with somebody else I push them away
Tell me if time should make a change
Then why do I feel the same
I know I gotta move on but I'm so addicted to u

If u ever lost someone u truely love
Let me hear u say yeah
And if u lost someone u truely need
Let me hear u say yeah

Do u still think of me like I think about u
Do u still dream of me cos I can't sleep without u
Tell me if time should make a change
Then why do I feel the same
Your love has got me addicted
Said I don't know
When I'm with a chick and hittin it girl I call your name
Said I don't know
When I be with somebody else I push them away
Tell me if time should make a change
Then why do I feel the same
I know I gotta move on but I'm so addicted to u

if i had a wish.. i wish that i would die the next day after i make this wish..

wishes are fake.. been wishing that i will die~

couldnt the car ram me over when i pick up the ball for the boy on the street?

sick.. couldnt tell any1.. jus wanna die.. grant me my wish.


good luck with yr life.





drew this with red pen.. nice

8:32 PM
shi yong

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

M.I.A

losing every1 one by one. i'm to blame.
thank you for telling me
thank you for this wonderful time
i really wish to h u for the last time.
but it wont happen.
and now, i am just a handicap.
making my decision whether to move on in life,
or to stay in this position, forever.

october is gonna zoom past soon.
so guys, dun bother to buy anything,
i dun accept presents de. so dun waste $
esp on a goondo.

so now i will be away.
and there will be a different me,
but dun worry about me.
coz i'm a human and i have a heart.

so now Mr Long going stop le. for some days,
maybe months or years or even 4eva.
sorry to be unable to tag u guys.
so bb. M-I-A

being alone
never blaming u for wat u did

8:04 PM
shi yong

suki

got bak dnt paper today -.- got 22/40. at least i passed. LOL . gabriel got 33 . woot grats. so today will put my results le. tuition cher if u see this must tag. lose yr msn =x sianz. i missed the fireworks ytd. took out th cam then finish le T.T.. nvm always another 1 coming.

eng p2: 31/50
p1: unknown

maths p1: 47/60
p2: 48/60

chi: 67.5/100 (overall)

sci: phy - 55/80
chem- 52/80

geog: 66/100

lit: 28/50

hist: 93/100

dnt: 22/40

lols ltr ah ma coming my house. + ah yi also. hehe. long time never see ah ma le (: hahas . o0 btw, b4 i forget. 2cmt having class chalet ^^ 11-12 november. dk i can make it ma. havent ask parents. =x

always protecting and caring for u

12:48 PM
shi yong

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

haiz. so stress nowadays. getting the results are the hardest thing.

1st: choose geog or hist -.- sian sia. if choose geog gt ppl teach. hist my bro say sure die die.

2nd: i dun tink can go in 3s. lols so should be double le. hmm. which 1 should i choose? haiz.

3rd: idk how to say -.-

haiz... results that i got bak not so good. so idk lo. geog was 66 . phy haiz. dw say le.

bro aim my chinese for sec4 confirm is c5 or c6 -.- nvm la. quite true. lol. my lang and hu-mans all sucky de.

stopping here. buhbyes. any1 wans to talk then sms me bah. under tons of stress -.-

5:41 PM
shi yong

Sunday, October 18, 2009

wa eh tao jin tia..

nth to say today. usual me. woke up and continue lying on bed.

play com. found out sth. playing cs can make u drowsy and make u wanna vomit.

bye.

painkillers?

i'm lost eh. emoing at a corner. doing nth but thinking deeply. haiz..

8:12 PM
shi yong

Friday, October 16, 2009

thank you . you were there when i needed u most.>
pek chek in school. dun wan say le. only will vomit my blood.

came home and join jie's 200 party in maple . LOL . grats jie <3>
pictures~




all the megas for jiejie (:





mega mega XD


nute, qiqi, mercy kor, me and some other frens of jie.




<3>

<3>

stop le bye bye. GRATS 200 JIE


9:38 PM
shi yong

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

nth to say today.

just wanna say a big thank you to ah jie who help me. thx for everything. jiayou in yr study bah.


any medicine for sadness?

12:26 PM
shi yong

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

pissed off
today
unlucky
fcuk lighters
fcuk u
pissed

my correction tape broke coz of yr fcuking attitude
now u will see me all flared up
today kanna ruined by u
will be hard to see me smile at u
coz u fcuk o0o _l_

guys if u sms me. depends on my mood whether i reply.
fcuked up

4:10 PM
shi yong

Monday, October 12, 2009

woke up at 6. bro was a sucker ytd night. make me slp 5hours nia. o0o

went to sch and had maths papar. heng tmr last paper le. maths as usual. finished it on time. haiz.

请你们别怪她。不是她的错要瞒你们。对不起。我知道你们一定会看到这个,所以如果要恨就恨我吧。
我们这时候才告诉你们因为不想影响到你们的学业。
对不起..

4:20 PM
shi yong

Sunday, October 11, 2009

o0 haiz. ps didnt post ytd. sort of forgotten abt it .

today woke up at 845. dad woke me up. sianz. i still wan slp 15 more mins. nvm.. woke up and prepare. teacher came at 935 like tat. then gimme do exam papers of maths. lols stress die. nvm. oh ya. today also last day of tuition le. bb lao shi

afternoon ate a bit.. not enough + i last person to makan. becoz of the show. nvm la. ate more and more from noon to evening. so sianz. got two more days. wats the point of having dnt? can cut short 1 day leh. sia la.

ltr going play abit then off le. go watch zhong yi da ge da. got pk between all the teachers. stopping here le. bb.

nth to say today~

8:12 PM
shi yong

Friday, October 9, 2009

LOL . glad that part of the exams is over. chem was hard . failing~ hist was ok. geog soso~ lit _l_.. ma de.

lols nth to post leh. wah sianz. today wasted dam lot $ on lunch. guess how much? $9 . lols eat tll so shiok. but still skinny -.-

finally tmr gt hitman reborn liao. i wan see wat happens in the future. hahas.

next time then slowly post pics of different things bah. now exam mood. =x haiz. after exam need pack le then + sunday will be the last tuition i will have in sec 2 and next year i wont have tuition le. WOOHOO ~

sianz. hp pok le. wth. ps cant sms u T.T

k la i stop here le. sayonara~ oyasumi~

1.10




tsuna and family..

6:07 PM
shi yong

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

mt down. tmr lit and phy. dunno wat the hell to study -.- nvm la. phy is conceptual. lit is memorise. lols ok . bb guys. pig going to slp le. wake up l then study. lols. pigu ~

;0

5:35 PM
shi yong

Monday, October 5, 2009

emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo

sianz. jus cant find my penknife.. so either scissors or knife le. needle no use. -.-

off le bahs.. anythin jus sms (: lied to 2 brothers.. nvm . thinking now.

good luck for the paper tmr. bring yr dictionary bahs. sayonara all.

wondering how u found out abt everything. beginning to know the different u

hao xiang si leh. stress si.

3:09 PM
shi yong

Sunday, October 4, 2009

lols good luck for tmr. wont say much. sianz. eng hard wor T.T

9:21 PM
shi yong

Saturday, October 3, 2009

lols ! ps didnt post ytd. was playing candles at circle green with frens ^^ fun! went to admiralty to eat with nicole, terence and yc. left at 10. buy bbt bak (:

lols today woke up and did sme revision on compo. tmr memorising adjectives le. dictionary time ^^ lols! ltr going read format + a bit of lit.

then nth to do. took needle from the drawer.. and POKE into my finger ^^ my blister lo. no need worry. jus wanna burst it. so the needle went through from 1 side and came out at the other. pulling it out was dam pain . lols

went out to eat at night at woodlands mart. bro went out aft tat. to play candles with his frens.

friday was dam suay. leg gt kicked and tio sore-.- chest bleed non-stop .. keep dabbing with tissue. lols. broke my toe nail and it bleed agn. had blister on my finger for extinguishing fire on matchstick with my hand.

ltr going slp le. cant watch bof ;0 nvm. exams more important. u also important(:



lols my finger~

10:00 PM
shi yong

Thursday, October 1, 2009

YES! ai ni ! dsk~

lols dam happy. lols! today had p.e woots pawned thinking 17-9 in captain ball. g advantage tat we taller =p had chem. didnt have my w/s. i handed in sia~ nvm. mrs eng gave u lollipop . lols. jus finish mine.

went for recess. ppl nowadays love to fight eh? lol. went bak class for m.t . whole class had silence for 40min. cemetery~ lols. had art . my snowflake so hard to cut. maths gone through w/s and eng was free time. had remedial and dnt. thx for packing the file ^^

lols went to play ping pong till 6+ went to woodlands mart buy bbt then went home. lols. on com and do my things lo. hahas.stoping here le. bb

9:38 PM
shi yong